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HeartMetta Chart EF6

Defective

I Feel Flawed and Defective. The mistakes I've made can't be reversed. it is like a permanent black mark embeds in my life.
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Abandoned

I feel ignored by my partner. My partner doesn’t understand or care about what we’re communicating. I feel like my partner no longer loves me. I find myself in this cycle of rejection and abandonment for years now.
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Abhorred

The thing I abhorred the most was the thought that someone would pity me.
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Abused

I am feeling emotionally abused by my partner. My partner always puts me down in front of others. When she speaks to my relatives or friends, she rolls her eyes in an attempt to manipulate them into disrespecting me. She frequently treats me with disdain and even disgust. She threatens to leave me or to stop speaking to me frequently. And she refuses to show me affection, giving affection only when I do exactly what she wants.
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Agitated

I feel depressive, extreme irritability, like snapping at friends and family or being annoyed at small things. I am easily outbursts of complaining or shouting.
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Aggressive

I insulted my partner because he made me angry. What do you think you are doing? You need to do this or we should get a divorce. If I were you, I wouldn't repeat that stupid mistakes.
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Afraid

I am afraid of my partner. I am afraid of buying and owning things. I am afraid of Living in Poverty. I am afraid of what other people think of me while posting on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. I am afraid of nobody like my Facebook post. I am afraid of being cheated.
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Addicted

I have an experience — ( I drink, take a drug, win a bet or a game, have a sexual experience, overeat, obsessions with someone, make a large impulse purchase) and suddenly, everything feels great and alive again. Compared to the emptiness of what I felt before, investing in the chance that I could again feel good about myself and about being alive is what matters.
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Angry

I felt angry because I have always struggled with saying no to people. I felt angry because I felt misunderstood and judged, and I wanted him to realize that he was wrong about me. I still get angry when I think of the bad things people did to me in the past. I find it very hard to forgive someone who has done me wrong. I get angry with myself when I lost control of my emotions. People really irritate me when they don’t behave the way they should, or when they act like they don’t have the good sense of a head of lettuce.
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Accused

It's Not My Fault. I've been falsely accused. Nothing I could say or do would disabuse him of his perception. I was in an emotional prison with no “get-out-of-jail-free” card. I felt powerless and helpless.
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Burdened

I am struggling with that (physical, emotional or mental) illness, I feel like I am a burden to everyone around me. I felt guilty for asking for help. I felt like I were a rubbish friend, or son, or employee, or significant other. I felt like taking so much and not being able to offer anything in return. I thought things would be easier if I just disappeared.
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Bad luck

I feel like I’m a magnet for bad things happening. It is not my luck to be rich. All of My "Lucky Quotient" in this life already spent.
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Blamed

Whether I am bearing the brunt of the blame in my relationship or being blamed at work for things I don’t feel are called for — it hurts the heart and loses the face.
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Cheated

That feelings as being a gut-punch or say got a lump in my throat. It sometimes physically hurts to find out someone has been going behind my back. I wonder what I did to make my partner cheat, or why I wasn't enough for my partner. It also makes me doubt my intuition, and make it difficult for me to trust myself, especially if I had no misgivings about My partner before the truth came out.
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Chaotic

For these years, painful and unexpected events descended all at once. Chaos. The utter confusion left in its wake caused me to stop and reevaluate many of my assumptions about myself and life.
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Cast-Off

I feel like a remnant. Like a piece of fabric, cast off to the side, not used for the pretty dress. I am no longer needed.
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Pissed-Off

When things don’t go my way, I get Pissed-Off. I've been so Pissed-Off at times I couldn't remember things I said or did. I've gotten so angry at times that I've become physically violent, hitting other people or breaking things.
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Rejected

Why am I so bothered by a good friend failing to “like” the family holiday picture I posted on Facebook? Why does it ruin my mood? Why would something so seemingly insignificant make me feel angry at my friend, moody, and bad about myself? When my spouse leaves me, when I get fired from jobs, snubbed by my friends, or ostracized by my family and communities for my lifestyle choices, the pain I feel can be absolutely paralyzing.
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Regret

Not a day went by where I didn’t think how my life would be different if I had done this and didn’t do that—and then perhaps I wouldn’t have to live like that. Sometimes I would sit there thinking those same thoughts over and over again until a flood of guilt, regret, frustration, and sadness engulfed me.
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Redundant

I feel redundant in my existence. I was being made redundant. I am Powerless.
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Tormented

I have been holding on to my hurt for a long time. Someone has hurt me deeply, and I feel justified in holding an angry grudge against them.
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Petrified

I should be doing something, but for some reason, it’s just not happening. If doing certain things scare me or makes me feel really petrify and uncomfortably, the imagination of my “procrastination” takes “creativity” to a whole new level, like eating peanut butter, cleaning, decorating, decluttering, shopping, searching for long lost rubbish.
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Threatened

When I was being verbally threatened by others, It's mad feel stunts and does not know how to handle it.
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At-Fault

I love my partner very much but she seems to always blame me for everything. It's doesn't matter what I do or what I say.. she can blame me for small cooking mishaps, pens missing, The way how I folded the clothes, etc. It's starting to make me feel really unhappy and anxious about what I'll get to blame next. I have tried talking with my partner about my concerns but it just ended up in a yelling match. It doesn't matter what I say and it just gets turned around on me. I guess I am just not good enough for my partner. Why is it so hard to stop feeling it’s all my fault?
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Attacked

I am feeling someone psychically attack me both on a conscious level and at a subconscious level. I am feeling physically and emotionally drained when I am around certain people.
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Betrayed

After being betrayed, I want two things, I want to wound the person who hurt me — as deeply and as excruciatingly — as I've been wounded, and I want to rise above the situation and offer that person forgiveness. But neither of these tactics work. Should I forgive, or forget?
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Bitter

I am becoming a very bitter, resentful person. Even with co-workers who I like, I can't help but feeling bitter if they're in positions I feel like I would be better at, or if they get praise from the higher-ups and I don't.
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Giving-Up

The sky is dark. Every day is harder. It’s harder to get out of bed, harder to attend to commitments, harder to care about anything or anyone, including myself. I want it to end. My spirit threatens to shatter under an immense load of bad thoughts, feelings, or events.
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Defensive

I might find myself reacting angrily to criticism at work, or hastily defending something I said to my partner. Why am I so defensive and what am I so afraid of? And how do I make it stop?
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Unfair

If I work hard to attain my dreams, I assume I’ll be able to achieve them. If I have children, I assume they will grow up into upstanding adults. If I put my hearts and souls into my work, I assume I am going to get ahead. If I buy a house, I assume I am going to pay off my mortgage in 30 years. Things Happen. Why me? Why do bad things happen to good people? I'm a positive person, why is it that these things are now happening to me?
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