My Relationship… Seem like everything is not the same any more, what can i do to change myself?

My Relationship… Seem like everything is not the same any more, what can i do to change myself?

My marriage been affected since we started to plan for BB 2 years ago. Intimacy issue arise, affair started, my work affected and now jobless for 7 months…. both of us don’t handle this good enough until now a year after I found out the affair we still not completely settle the issue between us even we still wanted to be together …. Seem like everything is not the same any more….

Need guides to get out from the problem and start / transform my life

Age 39, Female, Malaysia


For relationship issue, there are always need to address the problems for both party. In this reading, we will be focusing on what are the energy in you that affected the relationship, so you can do necessity adjustment for yourself. We will also focusing on how to transform your consciousness so that you can create harmony relationship with your husband, of course it is best he can do his part too because conflict usually arises from both party.



Sticky Images – past relationship challenges always flashing in your mind and thinking back to the past hurts.

Aura Leaking – aura energy low and leakages.


Verbally Affirm the statement below and Archangel Metatron will assist to work with you:-.

“Dear Archangel Metatron please assist me to release energy attached to my memory and imprints related to past relationship issues, please help me to seal my aura. Thank you.”

Visualize your whole body, all cells and DNA are filled up with platinum light that dissolves any impurities.

Associate YL oils frequency: YLANG YLANG.  Place 1 drops in your palm, rub it and sweep your aura from top to bottom, cup your nose and breathe in. Verbally affirm:

“I choose to let go of the past experiences related to the lessons with my current and past relationship. I learned my lessons now and I am ready to embrace greater abundance journey in my life with passion.”




There are two type of mental scripts playing around your mind and it may cause you to “taking on too much” and “underserving”.

You may ask yourself, do you think that you are taking on too much burden in your relationship?

Do you feeling underserving for a better relationship?


Verbally Affirm the statement below and Archangel Metatron will assist to work with you.

“Dear Archangel Metatron please assist me to dissolve the programming that causing me taking on too much and underserving.  Thank you.”

Visualize your crown chakra, and third eye filled up with platinum light.

Associate YL oils frequency: FRANKINCENSE Essence blend.  Apply at the third eye and crown chakra with affirmation.

“I only responsible for my own lesson because I have self-love. It is not my divine law to take on other’s people lesson. I know how to respect my self and embrace personal power. I am deserving self-love “




There are two primary negative energy suppressing in your emotional body, there are anger and oppressed.

Do you experiencing something that cause you to feel anger and yet trying to suppress it? Are you feeling being treated unfairly?


Verbally Affirm the statement below and Archangel Metatron will assist to work with you.

“Dear Archangel Metatron please assist me to dissolve the anger and oppressed energies in my emotional body no matter how long it has been there, and assist me to enhance the feelings of harmony and freedom energy in my heart. Thank you.”

Visualize your heart chakra fill up with platinum light.

Associate YL oils frequency: CYPRESS.  Apply on the heart chakra and breathe in with affirmation.

“I can choose to live my life with harmony, I can easily letting go other’s mistake easily and move on with love. I am free, I respect myself and other’s free-wills.”




Lymphatic system – lymph node around chest area – energy of bearing other’s lesson.

Do you have tendency to take on others problem into you?


“Dear Archangel Metatron please assist me to dissolve the negative energy in my lymphatic system, thank you.”

Visualize your lymphatic system fill up with platinum light.

Associate YL oils frequency: ABUNDANCE blends.  three drop around your chest lymph nodes, and one drop over your palm and breath in for 30 seconds, imagine the frequency of the oil travel through your lymphatic system with affirmation:-

“I am free, I choose to let go all the past burden in my body, past lessons make me stronger and stronger. I choose to learn my own lesson only.”


The healing process with Metatron has been already setup for you. Repeat the above suggested transformation procedures for 21 days continuously. Once you are able to hold the positive energy in your four-body system, you can manifest and achieve your goal easily.

Do you want to be right, or do you want to be love?

Do you want to be right, or do you want to be love?

Every Saturday evening, it’s a dinner date with a few of my close spiritual buddies.

During one of the gatherings, we were talking about a certain topic on spirituality. Each of us shared very different ideas and each of us were trying to argue that we were right in terms of what we believe in.

Each of us had a belief that we were right in our beliefs.  When we started to not want to let go of our belief that we are right, the energies within the group changed.  There was coldness and conflict.

I started feeling not right, the not-right-of-being kind of feeling. My mind stated churning out a series of thoughts.

– Is it wise to hold the belief of being right, or being wrong within?

– Would this have to be absolutely right or wrong?

– Is there an ultimate truth for being right?

Others people’s belief, is not necessarily my truth. On the same score, my own belief is not necessarily other people’s truth.

There is neither right nor wrong with regards to what we believe and how we perceive things and life.

However, there is a difference between beliefs and perceptions.  It lies in the results of the belief – whether it is limiting or constructive in nature.

If my belief , creates a negative, limiting or destructive result in term of actions, energy wise, then that will be inappropriate.

On the reverse, if the thought forms of the belief creates a constructive  result and action, then it will be positive.

Fighting about who is wrong  and who is right only serves to create energetically a moment of conflict. It will only cause harm in the relationship with your friends, family, clients, colleagues and lover.

So, whenever we are in an argument, fighting for who is right and who is wrong, stop for a moment, and check how you feel in your own bodies? What are the reactions of your mental, emotional and physical aspects of your soul?

Are you energetically positive or negative?

If it is negative, it means something is happening within your four bodies.  You could be suppressing “stuff” which will be waiting for you seek within to “detox” out.

Listed below is a list of common “stuff” that can cause relationship challenges within your bodies.

Mental Body – Subconscious Mind Psychology Programming

  1. Holding Grudge Programming
  2. Conflict Programming
  3. Lack of Integration of Inner Child Programming
  4. Negative Ego Duality Programming
  5. Lacking in Tact Programming
  6. Self Righteousness Programming


Emotional Body – Fear Based Emotion

  1. Feeing Misjudged
  2. Feeling Stressed
  3. Feeling Hassled
  4. Feeling Disgraced
  5. Feeling Incensed


When you are in the moment of communicating and discussing with your loved one, and you are holding a concept that you are right, he is wrong, step aside for a while, feel your own bodies, and ask yourself if you have any of “stuff” listed above?

If the answer is yes, it means it is time for you to do a four-body energy detox, because, deep down you know that your soul does not belong to fear.

Self Love? 自爱…爱自己? 一个一生一世的约会.

Self Love? 自爱…爱自己? 一个一生一世的约会.





  1. 吃好一点,让这个肉体满足一点。
  2. 外国旅行,让心情轻松一下。
  3. 更换最新的智能电话,让脑袋得到最新的知讯。
  4. 沉醉于最新的心灵书,让我的心灵得到充实。
  5. 对别人好,让别人也好。



  1. 好像肉体满足到胖了。
  2. 外国旅行,也不整样轻松。
  3. 更换最新电子产品,太多垃圾知讯,反而工作效率减少。
  4. 电子心灵书,反而读多了,不知所措。
  5. 对别人好,但反咬一口。







  1. 胖了,是因为“情绪体”在吃,太怀念美味的食物。
  2. 不轻松,是因为脑袋太过顾虑。
  3. 工作效率减少,是因为玩App 便成习惯。
  4. 读多了,反而脑袋过于吸收信息而不知如何分解。
  5. 对别人好,因为是有条件的爱。









试想深层一点,其实,差不多全球的人都是这样吧,没有先爱自己,都把爱给了别人先,但。。如果对自己的四身没爱,如何给别人呢。。? 各种各样的问题,烦恼就接踵而来。

这。。就是群众意识吧(Mass Consciousness)。